Thursday, December 3, 2009

Feeling lost.

I am so sad that we haven't been able to get Sage's headstone in yet. I really wanted to be able to have it done before Christmas and now its looking like it might not even be done, I just realized I don't even know what to call it, I can't really call it his birthday and I don't want to call it the day he passed. What do you name it? The day we lost him is what I am left with. So the headstone might not even be done by then. That really makes me feel like a failure. I feel like he must think we just abandoned him.


  1. Im sorry you are feeling defeated, try to keep that head above water sweetie. I call the day my angel girls grew their wings their "angelversary". I am coming up to their 9 month angelversary soon as I seem to honor their lives every 6th of each month. I hope this helps you. Hugs, Nan

  2. So sorry.... I will continue to hope and pray that Sage's stone comes in soon. He knows you have not abandoned him... he is in your heart and you in his.

    We just passed our Nicholas' "Angel Day".... so tough.

    With you .. xo

  3. I've heard a lot of people use angelversary for the day their baby or babies left this world. I hope that it will be able to be in on time.