Thursday, November 5, 2009
Good Day/Bad Day
Lately my feelings are all over the place. Some days I just want to wallow in my own and others sorrow, I drift all over others blogs, crying for them and for myself. Then there are days like today when I just am sick of feeling sorry for myself, tired of always being on the verge of tears, and I just want to be able to move on. Always, always there is the guilt, just rereading my last sentence my immediate thought is shame on you, how dare you even think of being able to move on! I must remind myself that the Lord has blessed me with a new day and for that I am grateful and I know that there will be good days and bad days and I don't have to feel bad for having a good day.
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HUGS sweetie I know the guilt feeling all to well in wanting relief to feel better and be able to live life again. your doing a wonderful job keep it at. Dont feel guilty remember your Angel would want more than anything to look down on you and see you smile again.
ReplyDeleteIt definitely is ok to have good days. I know that is what our children would want for us. They would want us to be happy. Lately, I've been more optimistic and it is refreshing, especially when the last month I was a little down. I hope you have more good days than bad.
ReplyDeleteSending *hugs* to you
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